Rediscovering Worthiness in an Intuitive Energy Healing Session

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We all want to know that we're whole, complete, and worthy of love and belonging and all the good stuff of life, just as we are.

But for many of us, there can be questions about what we deserve -- especially if we've been around people who take more than they give or dominate others.

What I've discovered as an Empath and a practitioner is that the people who worry most about this aren't the ones who will dominate or take. It's more the people who don't think of others who are needing to open their hearts.

And, for many of us, we may have had past lives when money and spirituality were on opposite ends of the spectrum. It may have felt like blasphemy (religious word intended here! ;) ), to want to create money.

Since it's a common theme to question worth, money, and spirituality together, I thought I'd share a session I had recently that was very powerful for me and for the participant because it unearthed why she was experiencing questions about her worth that were not apparent.

“Jessie” (not her real name) came to a session because even though she knew on a conscious level that she, as much as anyone else, deserved success, there was a part of her that didn't feel deserving of love, peace, and money.

She couldn't fully understand why.

She knew it wasn't just a belief -- it felt ingrained.

When she said, "I deserve success," something in her felt "off."

But, when she said (her full name) deserves success," she could relax and receive this truth.

This was a clue that there were other parts of her energy that might not be hers!

And, that's the thing: intuitive sessions are often a layered process of talking to and unraveling the energies which prevent us from connecting with our knowing trust and knowing.

They are often conversations between our Spirit Teams (all those invisible helpers who support us in our lives), our higher selves, and who we are as human beings.

The Session

After setting the intention for Jessie's highest good and calling in our Spirit Teams, I heard intuitively to clear her Heart Chakra.

As I listened to my Spirit Team, I learned that Jessie had a transgenerational belief from her mother and grandmother that she was not deserving.

We cleared this belief using The Emotion Code, a process that's both simple and effective. Usually, people feel the shift right away!

Jessie tried saying the statement again, “I deserve success,” and though she felt lighter, she could still feel that there was a block in her temple.

I heard intuitively that it was an old “contract” or agreement stored in her mind about deservingness. It was from the time when Jessie was a Buddhist nun in a past life.

What's really interesting is that many of us on the spiritual awakening path have had one or many past lives in which we lived as nuns or monks. This kind of ascetic life can set up a dynamic of not feeling worthy because what made that life "successful" was not making money.

And, many of the belief systems from those times -- often before the 1900's -- are archaic.

As my spirit guides said this belief was “a misunderstanding where she believed she had to suffer in order to wait for other people not to suffer.”

So, the Buddhist nun and I had a conversation; I listened to her point of view with compassion and also shared what I was hearing from my guides: that being at peace actually leads to more peace for others. It's like a door you hold open for other people.

The Buddhist nun part of her was still unsure.

The guides said to her, “Make a peaceful garden in your heart. De-weed the fear, dear One. Be as Light. You are the temple. Clean the temple of your heart, dear One.”

She got this on an energetic level but the nun part of her was still uncertain...

So, I asked for her angels to come in.

They said they would lift her energy to help her to see “beyond the shadow of her thoughts and fears.”

The angels said to her, “You have forgotten your Oneness by focusing on your separateness, dear One. We will Remember WITH you.” 💗

Jessie could feel their energy but still, something felt off.

So, I asked again, and heard she had a few beings -- energies that don't serve her highest good -- in her space. I asked the angels to clear them and they were recycled.

Then, the angels clairvoyantly showed me a room of Light and asked the Buddhist nun part of Jessie to go into it.

They asked her to "feel the Light and then decide," rather than to start with her mind.

She got it!

She said, "When I am at Peace, the world can rest at Peace with me. I cannot share the light of my Heart and Peace if I am not at rest."

As she received this knowing, the energy of the Buddhist nun went up into the light.

The nun and Jessie understood "success" on a spirit and a physical level.

I asked Jessie to muscle test the statement, checking with her body to see if it rang true, and it did! 💗

And, as we completed the session, Jessie was amazed at how good she felt. "It's like my heart has been lifted," she said proudly.

"I would never have guessed what was blocking me and now I can feel my Truth larger than any fear."

Now, that's success! 💗